You've crossed the line for the last fucking time, you preach from the gospel but still commit the crimes.
All loyalty is lost from your wicked game, suffer the cycle from your wretched ways.
Fake motherfucker, hiding in a disguise. I see through you, I hear through all your lies.
The burdens you are bathing in, you're drowning in now. No sorrow, I am relentless. No mercy, no forgiveness.
I am relentless
Life's cold, hard to swallow
Everlasting hell is where I wallow
What's it like to feel at ease?
My mind is racing, when will it cease?
At the end of the tunnel, I can't look back
Because you can't lose the devil when his hand is around your neck
Slave to life, endless horror
Opening my eyes everyday is a terror
Slave to life, but there's a glimmer of hope
To strive and not to dangle at the end of a rope
No savior can save me from my pain
Nail my hands to a cross full of shame
Slave to life, endless horror
Opening my eyes everyday is a terror
Slave to life, but there's a glimmer of hope
To strive and not to dangle at the end of a rope
I'll forever be a slave to my own life
My only satisfaction will be to feel the end of the knife
My head is in a state of no recovery.
I have let the worst take over the best of me. Escaping my own demons each and every day, but suddenly, I'm casted into the darkest dusk.
Fuck the world, that has held me down
My path on fire, headed hellbound
I'll face the bullet right into my head
A corpse living lifeless, the reaper called for death
Defeated by my surroundings, life is killing me
Mistreated by my surroundings, life abandoned me
I will embrace the pain as the agony sinks inside. I will embrace the pain as I give up my will to survive.
I cease to breathe as my life will soon begin to expire
No glory, no fame, no peace
Just waiting for the day when I will decease
I can't stand the person that I've been, I can't living inside my own skin.
Eternal rest, infinite sleep, at last I will finally feel peace
credits
released June 21, 2016
Recorded at JL Studios in Olyphant, PA
Mixed and mastered by Joe Loftus
All lyrics written by Thomas Turner
*Additional lyrics in Inner Turmoil written by Bryan Anthony(Drowning)*
Guest vocals by Chris Wojnicki, Alex Taylor and Bryan Anthony.
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